Saturday, January 24, 2009

Rock out in your Pjs ,and in the fog.

A quickie mostly pic post while I get ready to run out the door with my Mommy - in hopes of keeping noctunachild awake!
Yes, she is still nocturnachild. Past two days she HAS slept some at night, and been awake a bit during the day... but her bedtime has inexplicably became 3pm, with little hope of waking her till the dark hours or early morning.-grrr- grumble-

--OH! - did I tell you , I think Rory has a crush on Shark boy??( Of Shark Boy, and Lava Girl fame) She watches it every day, and tells me how CUTE Shark Boy is..I am in trouble.

-Also, I let her play outside , in her PJs :o


Rory gardening, and taking dirt to the dump-

It was a nicer warmer sunnier day than it has been, it took me by surprise.
She let me have ONE picture.

She came in and started crashing though. Try as I might to wake her , she was out cold. I went to nap, and set the clock to wake us both up in a few hours- figuring an afternoon nap wouldn't be THAT bad. I failed at waking her. and ended up sleeping like a rock next to her. -sigh-

Ri is STILL overworking. No days off this week, and working both jobs wed-fri.
Today he gets to sleep in a little.


He came home exhasted -I made beans with the intention of having him veggie loaf dinner preped when he came home- but instead I was sleeping HARD and immovable through any of that planning. I at least had black-eyed peas and rice, in the fridge and he didn't really have to cook anything. Then he pretty much went crashed out on the couch.

The predawn hour funk hit me..SO, I sent him to the actual bed -and turned on some music.

I turned around from singing into my dishes to see this:


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--How freakin cute is that?!?!

It was CRAZY foggy this morning- I couldn't get a decent night shot pic to show you..sufficed to say you can usually see the entirety of the At&t building across the street, not just green fog



Rory peeked out her window(into the empty feild next to our house) to see the sunrise, and then YELLED "Mommy ,mommy - I HAVE to go outside there are DANDILIONS!!!"
I doubted it... but I told her we could bundle up(for the wet, foggyness more than the cold) and go out.
1st, i checked out her window to see what she saw:

Um,those are dew covered spiderwebs...




No, it wasn't near cold enough for her snow jacket, but it was the quickest waterproof warm outfit I could find without digging up layers-
She still thought the webs were very cool- and was excited to get a closer look. .. until I told her I didn't want to go trapsing through the feild because I was sort of afraid, "Why mommy" -
-" spiders can bite."
- "CARRY ME inside, Mommy!"

She looks very blonde-

She was upset I wouldn't let her pick more mandarin oranges off of the wetheavy drippy tree.
I told her to wait until it got dryer out.

Noobie didn't seem impressed with the weather today.
Yesterday, she had a ball on her tie out soaking up sun. Thats florida for ya Noobs.


I called Mom and begged her to help me keep up Rory today.Mom knew why I called as soon as she answered.Well, I need to go get ready. Oooo ,and Ri is up.YAY!
Good morning!! :)

PEACE AND TOFU CHICkEN GREASE,
BABYHELLFIRE

Thursday, January 22, 2009

They're trouble now

Soooo After my last post- I was up way before dawn with nocturnachild.. Ri was going to bed, and we were sooooon to have a new president.

The sun came up, and I started making some banana nut muffins.

They turned out pretty yummy.
Rory LOVED THEM!


Ah, good food- a cure all.
She ate three, and then curled up in my lap as I watched the Inauguration. ....


I guess it isn't really the most interesting thing for an almost 4 yr old.
I stayed up well after she crashed, hugging Ri goodbye and watching the LONG inaugration of new pres Obama - and the freezing people

-Some breathtaking images

It has incredibly ,freakishly, damply, icky- that rare verity of nasty FLA - cold.
My nose is all dry and bloody from the heater staleness.The nocrutnalness was really starting to wear on me. After watching the inaugration- and Ri went to work, I tried my best to sleep. I suck at trying to go "to bed" in the morning, or even afternoon.
Rory and I - NO LIE- slept until 7:30, when the tv in the livingroom autotuned to the simpsons.

Ri only worked at Nalus (the fishtaco stand)- in the morn , So he was home shortly after we woke.
He decided to order in , instead of trying to sort through the bare cabinets.
UGH! The local chinese place that we LOVED, got bought out and is now a very generic chinese food chain... the food is not as good.Its chinese food,which is good... but just not GREAT :( . Rory liked their little spring rolls though.

Oh well, At least I got to catch the new episode of Fringe.

Ri crashed out on the couch , and I cleaned up watching HULU while Rory ran a muck... more tantruming.She gets soo frustrated, and throws her body around demanding things(that often don't make sense) and forgets to USE HER WORDS.
Time out has become all to common for her, and my pateince has been far too tried. I want to run away. Between the kid ,and the dog I am feeling like a pretty terrible failure at this parenting thing lately.

Ri woke up for work, to us still wide awake- or at least Rory still wide awake. She finally crashed around noon...yes.NOON. I went outside in the FREEZING temp with Noobie. Rory's toy wheelbarrel had been full of water, and was instead FULL of SOLID ice- at noon.. Crazy.
A normal place would snow.
I walked around the yard trying to soak in the freezing sun- thinking it might boost my spirts before trying to "nap" in the middle of the day.
-1 to 7pm!, and it made me feel sooo gross.My head hurt all night. I tossed cream of mushroom and some frozen veggies in a pot and made a simple soup for the coooold night. Rory, in a MUCH better mood than the night(day??) before ate two heaping bowls full.
Poor Ri worked BOTH jobs- AND stopped at W/D before home and bought us some goodies- including some super yummy cake batter flavored Ben&Jerry's .
Unexpectidly , Rory crashed early (4 am - woohoo!), and I snuck to bed with Ri.
Awesome.... though the amount of sleep she has had, she also woke early at 7am.
It was sort of nice to wake up in the morning. I feel all refreshed-

Or, I FELT all refreshed. Until:
RI started getting ready for work, and I let Noobie out.I was WATCHING her. She wasn't peeing. I told her "Go pee, it's cold Noobie." -The next thing out of my mouth was 'get way from the fence and go pee" .....and then "GODDAMMIT, NO, NO, NOOBIE - NOOBIE GET BACk HERE!!" Yep, right in front of me,She went right out of the fence with me watching her!! Standing RIGHT THERE. I really didn't expect her to run off on a cold day, with me WATCHING HER out there with her- or she would have been on her harness and tie out. I guess we are going to stick with the harness and tie out from now on,even when we are out there with her.

Stupid dog. Ri chased her down, he was already late for work. She ran clear a mile away, with him behind her- through the orange grove and into the pond.

I am so mad.

Ri gave up and left for work.I was panicing so bad about the damn dog. The whole time I sat here jumping over every noise - and shaking with anger and worry.
So many things can happen to her out here between guntoting hillbillies, traffic, stray dogs,-and THEN there is whatever damage she could do to peoples property, and animal control. Somehow, she decided to be pretty behaved despite not coming when I called her, or being at all obediant.After Ri left,-and I wasn't going to chase her,she stayed mostly in the parking lot next door, and right in front of the house.She happily greeted all the people that came into work at the At&t building,and laid in front of the house.Rory every now and then calling out to her, worried she would get taken to the pound.

I decided to take Rory out to grab some mandarin oranges off the tree. Noobie came right up to play with Rory(not getting near me) . I tried to get Rory to grab her collar..hoping to capture her- but Rory couldn't hold on to her, and she bolted.
~sigh~


Finally. I threw up my hands, and just sat out there smoking a black and mild. Calling out to her with kind words. SHe got closer and closer until she was sitting right next to me. In my mind, while enjoying my smoke, I thought how nice it would be if I could sit out there with Noobs just normal,yanno? With her being obediant- comming or staying when I say. Staying out of the neighbors yards, and not chasing everything in sight. That would be awesome.
She wanted water.She wanted in...she also knew I was one pissed off mommy. I reached out and pet her, and grabbed her collar.
Despite the devil on my shoulder wanting to beat her and lock her in the bathroom-I led her in nicely, and gave her fresh water.I am so glad that is over. I am so glad that she is in safe.

damn,I hope she had fun.

trouble.trouble trouble.

Now this is stuc in my head:





Peace and tofu chicken grease,
BABYHELLFIRE

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Overwhelmed zombie says " kaithanxbai " to Bush .

Dear blog,


I feel like an inmate in my home- "Cagey" I guess.
I am trapped by the confines of bad weather, and terrible schedule. My mood is suffering. I guess partially attributed to Aunt Flo- but mostly to my schedule, limiting my physical activities to cleaning- (which isn't happening enough either because I feel like I will wake Ri vacuuming- and that feeling of nasty is making things much worse, btw though, I DID get the "snow" up.)
..Also, My schedule is keeping me out of contact with even the murky bit of sunlight everyday. I just feel bored and unsatisfied , with everything.Just bummed.. and over emotional.I don't know exactly what I want, or what will make me feel better-
I am overwhelmed...tired I guess.Though ,I feel like all I accomplish in a day is a nap.

I do have companionship in my "cell", the nocturnachild has been very demanding. She went from spending last week cuddly,sweet, and very self entertained- to needy, and unsatisfied herself(Today, I gave her a plate of every sort of food in the damn house only for her to poo-poo it all).
TANTRUM TANTRUM TANTRUM TANTRUM... "Not helping, Mommy has little patience".Overtired, noturnatantrumchild ,even ended up spending awhile last night in timeout ,in a chair, in the dark dining room, because she wouldn't behave enough for timeout in the usual spots.

...and PLEASE, PLEASE ,PLEASE,can I stop talking for little pets!!??? ALL DAY LONG- even during making crafts, and dinner- she begs me be a littlepet voice. I will for awhile- but then she tantrums for more when I get tired of it.
The dog at least has been VERY behaved- but poor thing hasn't been getting any sort of exercise, she didn't even chase the squirrel in the yard last night!

I tried to lift myself out of my zombiefied fog painting my nails, and then with a nice long pampered bath when Ri came home last night. Only to find myself obsessing over ridding my body of hair,
and then over anything else within reach of the bathtub.Stress has my throat tight again..I will probably lose my voice.Great.

I need a break , and to get out... I am sure,though ,that Ri is worse- he has not had a single day off in awhile, and with us being up until dawn we keep him from getting near enough sleep.He has been perfect despite that and helping , even making dinner for us.

I guess, yesterday was the most depressing day of the year, maybe it will look up from here?

I fell like I should be happier.. I mean, it was MLk day- and we will soon have a bright shiny new pres- and much awesome changy thingys to watch on tv... but, it Only makes me feel guilty for the unidentified feeling of funk that hit me.




Obama Pictures and McCain Pictures
see Sarah Palin pictures



Obama Pictures and McCain Pictures
see Sarah Palin pictures




Obama Pictures and McCain Pictures
see Sarah Palin pictures

-- I only included that last pic because it was on the same page and it always makes me tear up, like a cheese ball :) .




Ooooon the subject of tv(loosely on subject, ok , but it is my shitty blog I will write it how I want .)
My fav reality show is in its third season....- yes, I said reality. It is delightfully bad. You'll love it, and because it is on the reality network -a shame, because you have probably never heard of it- Solitary:

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-whew- I don't think I would survive that show, and 50 thousand might not be worth all that effort. They betta double it.


Oo Also, today- I let Rory watch too much tv, thanks to a marathon of Powerpuff Girls( the tenth anniversary sounds like a good excuse for CartoonNetwork to pimp the dvd boxset), but this episode I had never seen had me giggling so bad,
Powerpuff girls Beatles parody

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I know , I know you are thinking "where are the pics of your *angel* daughters cuteness?", I haven't managed to wrestle the filthy thing into the tub,- or get enough of the goddamn mountain of the toys off the freaking floor to be comfortable taking pics You will have to rewatch the vid in my last post for your dose of cuteness I 'spose.
I swear, if I do get her into the tub I am going to start shoving some of the extra old toys in the closet, or trash- to make rooms for the ones that keep managing to clutter my freaking breathing room.On the brightside of that, she IS starting to remember to pick up other toys she is done playing with, before bringing out another.The mess is my fault for letting the toys get out of hand far more than hers.

- Well. I am going to wrestle her into the tub, send couch snoozing hubby to the big bed, and see how many toys I can vaccate from my living room quietly...maybe, make more coffee and have an ibuprofen tooo.
Happy inauguration day- and say bye bye to bush-
Obama Pictures and McCain Pictures
see Sarah Palin pictures

Obama Pictures and McCain Pictures
see Sarah Palin pictures
Obama pictures and McCain pictures
see Sarah Palin pictures

Obama pictures and McCain pictures
see Sarah Palin pictures
PEACE AND TOFU CHICkEN GREASE,
BABYHELLFIRE

Friday, January 16, 2009

Web cam silly


- turn your speakers up... too cute.

So cold there is snow on the floor

Someone has been terribly quiet while I did dishes... lets go check on her,shall we?


Looks innocent enough..



Wait, what does she have there???




It is snowing in my house!!!


Teeny tiny Styrofoam pieces(the packaging from chess set we had)

She was having so much fun.Even though I had JUST vacuumed I let it be.. in fact I still haven't vacuumed in here... instead I went for the camera,and then toys came back out.
Ah well- my dishes are at least clean,right?

Not much at all has been going on. Cleaning ,playing, and seeing the sun for only a few minutes a day because of the nocturnal child, and seeing double shift working hubby even less than that.
Aunt flo is here- she gave me at least a weeks warning (with grumpiness), but I still wasn't ready.

Oh- I got the security tag of that gorgeous pink dress that Steph had gifted Rory. Thanx to google & youtube!!-


- The internet saves me from myself once again! Easy, simple, and I didn't mess up the dress as I feared I would, OR get thrown out of wally world begging employees to go against store policy and remove it for me without a receipt .



I have a vid uploading to youtube of us playing with the webcam- I will get it up sooon
but I am going to sleep.
9:30 am
rock on
PEACE AND TOFU CHICkEN GREASE,
BABYHELLFIRE



Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Of being spoiled by famly,Chippy Finfeathers,teddygram dog, awesome hubby, hairdie dye, and healing.

Hey :), Have some coffee, and




meet Chippy Finfeathers--(stock photo- not mine)

Maybe I should have him write this entry because I "talk for chippy" more than myself lately. He might have a better idea whats going on with Rory than I .

- OH, but by the way, I am not allowed to call him Finfeathers. That is a nickname Rory calls him his name is Chippy, so I am told.-

On Saturday,- after a rough start of the dog getting out the fence while i had my back turned and Rian chasing her down-
Rory and I went out with Mom and my sisters.. Rory was not ready to get up - even though it was late in the afternoon. It took her a long time to wake up. We met up with Steph(my sorta adopted sis- the ole neighbor girl) to bring her a birthday present, chat about Lissy's babyshower- plus ,Steph had a gift for Rory, a SUPER cute pink party dress( that Rory is head over heals in love with.). Steph took us on a quick trip a few blocks down to show us the house she is in the process of buying. We waved bye to Steph.

- Then, we went to pizzahut at sleepy Rory's request for food.Yum.Fun stuff chatting at pizza hut, and Rory was so cute, she sat next to us in on of those little single tables,pretending to be big... the waitress even played along and let her order her own drink.

I failed to get any pics..- not even of Rory cuteness or Lissy largeness, and its a damn shame :( . Amy got a few , I will hafta borrow her memory card and upload them.

-On to wallyworld- where mom spoiled us, and Lissy spoiled Rory with junkfood.
..also where we met "Chippy". Who was in the toy aisle, and Lissy thought she could just hand to Rory and talk her into a cookies or candy trade later. I warned otherwise..
It was obvious when he had a name there would be no separating them. I told her it was an early birthday present, from Grandada. - On the bright side, while looking for a picture I discovered this particular LittlestPetShop VIP typically goes for DOUBLE the price mom paid for it. At least LPS toys are very cheap down here. Rory had a blast in wally world with my sisters- being super cute.Mom bought us each a hair dye, and we laughed at the one of each drastically different color for each daughter.

We dropped Lissy off and went to Moms house for a little while. Had mac and cheese- watched CSI(Miami- but you know, I realized I had NEVER actually watched an episode of CSI!), and JJ drove us home in the freaky bright moonlight.

I was beyond exhausted when Ri got home- I was still really sore from the roadrash doggy walking incident.. and just exhausted. I dunno when we went to sleep or what that night. For some reason I think it was slightly different than our typical 6 am zombie mornings crawling to bed because we were both well worn out.

-- Sunday ,I resumed tackling house work, - except now partially fueled to reorganize Rory's room because an old friend had contacted me on myspace (about Lissys babyshower) and said she might come over with the kids Monday...

Rory played around the house munching on junk( and fruit at least).. and being followed by the dog

Noobs is in love with the Teddy grams.. Obsessively begging for them even. Mom's dog did the same thing when we were at her house... There is something magical about teddy grams to dogs.


Rory stayed up very late Sunday- Monday morning - had me stressed ,and up till dawn.Ri was in a good mood that night though. He had got off a bit early from Cowboys and felt like Monday would be his day off- even though he had to pick up a shift at the taco place.He made us Wheatmeat buffalo wings, and sweet taters- he also made spinach, but the plate broke and it was ruined :( .

-Christie( the old friend I mentioned above) and her children didn't end up coming Monday because of the weather. So we just kicked around the house in the super nasty weather. Rory undetachable from Chippy... and taking my computer any chance she got,to play the online game he comes with.





I also distracted her a few times while I cleaned and stuff by handing her some of these stickers I got from Peta2- for kids...... and another with a more disturbing bloody set..
for fucks sake! Peta sends these to children- the meat is murder pic is disturbing.. plus she also got some kfc cruelty with the bloody pic of a chicken. I gave her a couple that I didn't deem tooo offensive to my little non-reader. I do like the frog one,and Rory likes the pig.


Ri got off early ( they closed early because of the weather slowing up business). He brought us home yummy food from his work.
He brought me a fish soft taco(blackened mahi mahi)- which was surprisingly good- despite the hint of fishy aftertaste.whoa. I ate fish. weird.


Then, I had Ri cut my hair so I could dye it.It is really depressing. I have him trim off my dead hair as often as possible. I try for monthly.. you can see how much is dead and he only takes as much as he has too- but ugh, every time I cry a bit. For every inch that grows another is cut.My hair won't get longer than right above my breast - sigh.
It took forever to dry... then I dyed it dark brown.


I wanted it close to black, and feared it would be too black.. Until I saw it, now I fear it is too dark HA!
It is pretty, soft and healthy looking.. just short.

Ri made us blueberry pancakes and hash browns for dinner- that we ate loads of. He went to bed before me- I ended up crashing on the couch with Rory at 6 am.. and waking up at 10 am to Ri's phone ringing. His taco stand boss calling to say , with the extra yucky rainy weather he was going to close early. Sooo Ri had the day off! :)

I went back( if you can call that nap I had sleeping) to bed, and Ri woke up.. he let me sleep in most the day. It was soo nice!!
I woke up to the sound of rain, all comfy in bed.. late in the afternoon. Rory had been fed, and Ri was making a yummy soup to munch on.

We coaxed Rory into a bath - and she came out and crashed... it wasn't even 9 oclock and she slept for a long time.We even went and laid in bed ourselves knowing we should..

...So , of course she is awake now, at 4:30 am. Bouncing off the walls. Playing with Chippy and making cards with the marker sticker LPS craft set Ri's mom got her for Xmas.
Ri has to work BOTH of his jobs tomorrow-or um, later today(AND Thursday) , and Christie may ,or may not, come over.


On to what you want to see----


It was soo nasty and sore last night. See how the skin is getting tight around it? hurts.
I scrubbed it and bandaged it before bed, that helped.


big yellow scabby knee. --- yeah, gross, I need to shave, but - DUDE, would you try to shave around that?? I thought not.
Well,At least it is "wintertime".

Well, I am outta here.. Maybe Chippy can talk Rory into laying down.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Sleep Deprivation, Dog walking FAILURE, overworked hubby ,and a too big kid.


Hey :)
So , I HAVE been chatty, insomniatic, and a bit extra obsessive( - woot my kitchen and bathroom are freakin' spotless-)
..and yet, I haven't really blogged the past few days ,like I should have. Sorry about that-

Monday was Ri's only full day off between his two current jobs. We did some grocery shopping and he baked bread, and such.
-I was having a terrible short tempered self loathing "nothing fits ,everything sux" sort of hormonal day- but we made it through wally world and survived the trip.Getting a little bit and surprising ourselves with how little we buy now that we MAkE so many things! Rory was fussy,but pretty behaved in the store :) . --- Our schedule got thrown back into the total hell of nightshiftium. Rory apparently naturally functions better waking in the afternoon.. I am an early bird and suck at trying to go to bed when I should be waking up. -pout- She has been sleeping fine, but it has thrown me off greatly, in too many ways,namely that I probably only sleep a few hours a night.

Lissy called me to tell me Steph is doing her baby shower- which is a great weight of my shoulders,now I am just excited to go- WoooT

Tuesday , Ri had to work in the afternoon- well ,closing shift at his new job, but it is much earlier than his regular job.
I had stayed up all night, and pretty much didn't sleep at all after everyone else crashed.
I was a bit grumpy, because I had planned to take the dog for a walk ,but a nasty rolled in --and thought it was 'sposed to be "warm and sunny still" , it was a thick wet fog (until Ri left and then it was nice )
.. I just started doing dishes, and cleaning the kitchen . I spent the rest of the day getting it and the living room spotless. My big kid played and helped out a lot. Though there were tantrums...

Rory-big as ever- found so many ways to occupy herself like a big kid! While I went nutso on some scrubbing(or whatever). When I mopped the floor Rory spent the entire hour playing with play-doh... DUDE! Play-doh is my savior!
That, and her little pets. She comes up with the most imaginative silly games- and creates such neat things to add to her little pet games(like a see-saw with a rectangle block & a triangle block, and a marry-go-round with an old spinning wheel on a baby toy) !LOVE IT!
- She has also been shocking me doing her own lessons on counting, and letters, and learning games.. she makes up on the fly... and how much she knows about numbers and letters.crazy!

Some pics of the fog- it was pretending it was winter out, despite the temp..


LOL...That's Florida, record high heat, fog... keep that in mind,folks.

After my day of cleaning,
I sat down for new tv- SCRUBS!!!-squeeee-
Ri came home with YUMMY food from his new job... soft tacos with baja sauce,yum!and quesadillas for Rory. He says the locals call the owner "the taco nazi" and the guy has strict rules about no substitutions.. pretty funny.
He seems to really enjoy working there. Tuesday was the first day he did the job on his own, and he seemed to really like it :)
- another night of me being up later than anyone. ..


Wednesday- Roaring winds shook the house and brought the temp down- Finally bringing some resemblance of winter back. Also , blew my recycling around and , we think maybe even took out some more of the old fence.
Ri had to work that night, and Rory woke me from my bit of sleep - I spent most of the day cleaning and reorganizing the bathroom.. while Rory joyfully moved around all the toys I had carefully cleaned Tuesday.
I had been also working on trying to be more active,( through cleaning? )- and eat a bit less.
It was a total fail when Ri came home and after dinner , at three am- decided he would make us grilled cheese sandwiches with those spicy peppers I love- (to hate, I will eat them until I am sick)..
Noobiedog acted weird all night , begging for SOMETHING. She begged for a long time before Ri let her out. She ran straight out in the yard grabbed up an opossum, and brought it to Ri!! He said when she dropped it it was still breathing, and it was gone by morning.
SURELY it is not the same one,I mean it must have gotten sick of being grabbed up and shaken by the dog???

So-
another night of me up till dawn...

Instead of trying to go to bed ,I decided to get up ,dressed ,and head out with the dog.

In my state of sleep deprivation I for some dumb reason decide it would be a good idea to RUN with Noobie tied to my waist. I never really run with her- SHE PULLS -At best we work up to a fast jog...
WTH was I thinking??? DOG WALkING FAIL!
it was probably only three running steps before she jerked to the right- and BOOM

Scrapped my hands,bad -(which bled onto that white sweater). Busted the knee out of my fav dark denim (nice) jeans -and scraped that knee BAD,bruised the other... BUT my camera and phone survived, and the dog didn't manage to run of, I will give her credit ,she stopped and waited.
Yes, I will admit the 1st thing I did was vainly look around to see that no one saw me fall.

It happened right on the dead end we live on, not even far from our house- BUT, I decided (perhaps not realizing the extent of my injuries, or perhaps wearing my ovaries on the outside) to finish walking the dog- , she hasn't had a walk in so long- and I did need to burn off 3 am grilled cheese.


So, We walked on, my hands bleeding like a stigmatic while waving at all the old men on their morning walks. "Hi, I am a freak with a wolf.How are you?"

Cranes- dude. they are everywhere I go in town.

Noobie tried to pull some classic doggy act.
We usually do at least two circuits when Rory isn't with us, and Noobie was noticeably upset to be going home after just one, she actually pulled back on the leash when I headed home.. then while she was next to me she finally noticed my pain, and stopped to smell my roadrash knee... which was bleeding down my leg.

Pity me..
Ignore the messy compu desk, yes I scrubbed my kitchen and not that- shame.

Noobs did seem to feel bad, though that may still disappointment be from the short walk.
Sooo painful.The bruises will be epic in a few days.
I had wanted to come home and get ready for bed, instead I came home with wounds to clean, and far more hurt than I had realized.. swelling....
I spent the day feeling sicky- knowing exactly when my ibuprofen wore off, and VERY GROGGY I did get a seriously nice power nap in once my 1st round of ibuprofen kicked in.
Rory woke up and was disgusted by my boo-boos . Telling me NOT to touch her, or any of her things, with my "red hand".
For awhile this morn, the NOT bloody hand was the one that hurt MORE, and was more swollen.
(Now , they hurt the same though.. :( ) .
I bribed Rory to eat simple to prep healthy snacks with a few chocolate chips for rewards throughout the day.

Ri has to work in the morn, and I had meant to have dinner together for us when he came home ..but I was still yucky groggy sore when he got home., with fresh produce from the stand.

He made us a yummy dinner.. and poor overtired Rory tantrummed. Everyone is crashed now, and soon RI needs to get ready for work. So I am going to go watch bad tv at 5 am .and rest my bones pretending I know how to get to sleep at dawn.


PEACE AND TOFU CHICkEN GREASE
babyhellfire


-- PS.
So today, I went to put on another shirt and noticed my shoulder was irritated, and suddenly realized why my arm and should muscles are so sore. I apperently went down on the point of my shoulder bone:



- the other stuff hurt so much stronger I didn't even notice.. I can't believe I didn't notice, but it does help explain to me my muscle pain and HOW I must have fell. Damn- close to my face,huh?