Saturday, August 15, 2009
A weeks worth of confessions.
This week ,Rory and I have still been keeping terrible hours. Napping in the middle of the day, or night, sleeping in till afternoon- awake with the sunrise.
I confess we have also been drinking too many caffeinated beverages,
to survive such , and probably encourage it.
I confess we have been watching too much tv.(Weeds was really good this week)
I confess that the above confessions ,added to my guilt over not enrolling her in prek, has made me feel like a failure in the parenting dept. Rory has been blissfully adorable and well behaved, Ri says that should combat that unnecessary feeling - but it somehow makes it worse.
I confess that, the last few days my daughter has been PAINFULLY cute and adorable and I have had to fight the urge to kiss her to pieces, yet I have failed to take even a single picture of her.
I confess that I have been completely slothful - We have not been outside much, I have done minimal housework ,
AND I haven't put together another ps pic, edited the 1st poem, or set the layout ,or title for my new blog project.
I confess that the only real housework and cooking I have done this week was the result a sort of OCD panic attack , that was pathetically set off by a combo of someone attacking me on the internet, and the above mentioned feeling of parental guilt... but the banana muffins and sparkling bathroom did seem to improve my mood.
I confess to spreading dread.
Posting this weird armless picture
has resulted in a few of my friends considering dreading their hair. One who has actually started. another who I think plans on doing some temporary synth dreads. lol.
On the subject of hair.
I confess to having dreads yet, NOT being a pot smoker. -despite seemingly popular opinion-
I DO confess to not yet quitting the black and milds..
I confess that I have been googling crazy things -
like how to make futurama costumes for Halloween. Rory wants to be Leela and I WILL figure out how to make an eye with visibility. I am also thinking of making myself a Bender costume, and hubby a Dr.Zoidberg costume.. and my baby nephew a Nibbler costume.
I confess I may chicken out and go as a pirate again.
-teh crazy, I has it
I confess to feelings of violence ,whilst being forced to spend over an hour in a freezing waiting room , watching fox news next to loudly opinionated old people...
..and I also confess to now having more fillings in my mouth than teeth.
I confess to sleeping all day while Ri spent his day off getting groceries, and pizza and playing with Rory.
I confess to putting the sugar in the fridge, instead of the soymilk
- when even a shot of coffee could not save me from the delirious grogginess I get after dental work.
I confess that we neglected to let the dog out one night this week, and she pooped on the floor... which somehow turned out good, because I don't think I would have noticed she had worms otherwise.-gross-gross-gross-
She is getting medication later this week.
I confess to wasting water ,and taking extra baths this week.
I confess that my abuses of teh internets seem to have given me carpal tunnel- and my wrist and thumb ache 24-7 .
I confess to stressing about Saturday - the day, which at this hour has already begun.
Tomorrow is Val's 30th birthday party, THAT I am really excited about..
... but WHY do people always seem to want to pull us in different directions on the same day? We have been invited to a few other places...
I confess , that we most likely will not go to those other places, despite a small twinge of guilt that we should...
I won't confess the details,HEY! I never said I was confessing everything folks.
I confess that I have let Rory make some wonderful messes in the name of rainy day creativity.. and I still haven't cleaned them, even though I have put up the artwork. ..
I confess , that all the while she was wearing a frilly winter dress up dress her AuntMel got her.
I confess that I still have a patch of ringworm on my belly.I have done everything to try and combat it and am completely embarrassed by it :( - This antifungal seems to be helping but if it doesn't clear up soon I will be making a dr visit.
Finally - I confess that it is 4 am and I should be in bed.. or at least headed that way.
Hopefully I will have some pictures next post
... ..but dude, my last post had enough to cover this one,right?
PEACE AND TOFU CHICkEN GREASE,